So I only applied to one college, USF.
I had spent two years out of my acting so I wasn't really feeling solid in any future decisions.
I kind of had a wanting to be a doctor.
But the extra school and the cost of it all kind of makes me not want to.
I applied to USF because well I don't really know why.
But they let me in, which was neat.
I thought I was going to live on campus and have a hoot of a good time.
Instead I commute and I made crappy friends.
Jade is my little sunshine at the school.
I feel like I'm going nowhere here.
I have three years left to decide what I want to do with the rest of my life.
I love theatre, but USF doesn't have an improv troupe.
FGCU dose.
FGCU also has my amazingly good friend Emily.
And a bunch of other people from my schools.
It's smaller.
Further away.
Housing costs WAY less there than at USF.
For spring break I'm going up to North Carolina with Sophia.
Then to Ft. Meyers to visit Emily at school.
If I like it a whole lot, then I'm going to put in my transfer application.
If I don't...well..I don't really have a plan for what happens if I don't like it.

Another weird one. I died. But let's take it back a few, shall we? I started out with various friends and I was in Shelley's acting class. We were going to the top of a (small) mountain to listen to silence and spend the week there to, I don't know, understand nature or something. We wander around for a while. I go back to the valley/town where people are getting high. Lame. Then I walk through a bramble patch, one gets me in the eye (ow, much?) I go home and know that I am dieing. I have a different family and they all bring me cheeseburgers. I hear Heath Ledger talking about how he died (he fell down some stairs and broke his neck) and then I just slip away. I wake up in the same world, but it's a little backwards. I know I'm dead. Turns out, dead people and the living co-exist on the same world, only we kind of ignore each other. The dead are more aware of the living and after a while the living start to looks like funky skeletons. The dead can interact with animals more than people but I was too busy wandering around. I saw my english teacher and was very happy. Then I was sad because he died. Then I thought, Well I'm dead...there are billions of other dead people with me, eating in restaurants, swimming, etc, so why be sad? I asked him how it happened to him and he was fixing something on his roof when he fell off. We wonder for a while. Then I see Noah Taylor (actor) and we talk for a while about being dead and I meander off again. I go to my house where I see a (dead) pirate captain trying to break in. He was just a silly old man. Someone's jet ski got loose and I played on that for a while. Then I went back to my english teacher and the phone woke me up.

Lame.

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So it's 3:11 in the morning. (That's a good band 3:11.) I was cruising around on the myspace and found the above website. I didn't really pay attention to what the page was about. I just jumped right to the disscusion board. I cliked on a topic something like: "from the parents point of view" and I read through most of the whole conversation. And A) I laughed a bit B) I was a little shocked. Shocked because these kids are 14-16 and having kids. Seriously? What the hell? I don't know their life story or whatever but c'mon man. I laughed a little bit, and maybe it was insensitive, but oh well. I live in America,I can laugh if I want to. These people are talking about how "Ohhh my baby saved my life and it was a blessing, etc etc," and if they are happy, well good for them I say! But, 15 years old and having a child? Hoe does that even happen? No thank you ma'am. Any woman can bring a kid into the world. I'd rather be the woman who went through school and became the doctor to find a cure for cancer or be the woman to be an amazing president to turn this country around. (Actually no thank you. I'm not a political fan.) I don't think I could stand having my life be soo...I dunno..provincial at that age. Having to grow up that fast.

I really don't even know what I'm talking about anymore. I'm doing this experiment to see how long I can stay awake. I'm past the sleepy stage and into the wired twitchy stage.

Harumph.

So I went to Ocala.
We went to Burger King.
Went through the Drive through.
And my friend who I've known since 6th grade and who I love so very very much was in the car infront of us. We screamed at each other then called one another on the phone and had lunch together.

It was awesome. My timing is amazing. :]

I still need a job.
I have applied at:
Old Navy
Beall's
2 Beall's outlets
T.J. Max
Ross
Bed Bath and Beyond
Bath and Body Works
Linins and Things
Michaels.

And...about 5 other places I can't remember.
Someone hire me. Please?

I took Ella Bella, my cat, to the vet today. She got herself fixed.
Now she is sitting in her cage with her eyes closed and her tounge hanging out of her mouth. I laughed a little bit.

I <3 old horror movies. Dracula, Frankenstien, The Wolf Man. Ugh. They are the best.

Orientation for me at July 30-31. We have to spend the night on campus with the other students. I'm scurred.

You know who still needs a job? Sam.

You know who's car got keyed for the second time? Sam's.

You know who's going to smash in the SeaPines kid's faces? Sam is. They broke into my car, keyed it once, and now keyed it a second time. Theys all bitches yo.

Harumph.

We grow sunflowerz.

Sophia made this.

I made this for my brother.

Bagh, I messed up Jermaine's eye. Ah well.

Today I:
-Cleaned the cat box
-Vaccumed everywhere.
-Mopped everywhere
-Did all of the laundry.
-Went to dinner at a little 50's diner with Emily.
-Bought an ink and pen set at Michaels AKA The best store ever.
-Bought a sketch book at Books A Million.

The animals in the house are killing me. I sneeze everyday due to their furryness. >_-

I'm about to mix two worlds and I don't know if I want to. I might bring Emily to Ocala. That'd be weird. Ah well.

I applies at 7 places. I nnnnneeeeeedddd a job.

Universal was fun. It was more fun with Sophia there.
I FINALLY saw the Beetlejuice Graveyard Rock Review show. Every time I went to Universal before, no one wanted to sit and watch a show. They just wanted rides. Pfft. Not this time. I made Sophia watch it. The Wolfman and Dracula were crazy adorable. Fun times.

I would really like to live in Tampa with Jade. If I did that: A. I could see my brother a lot more at The Mellow Mushroom and B. I could audition for Howl-O-Scream. Buuuttt we aren't good with the money right now. Ah well.

During my Sophmore or Junior year, I want to spend a semester studying abroad at Middlesex University in London. That would be amazing. First I need a job. If onnnllyy Old Navy would call me back. Or anyone for that matter. It's hard to get experience when no one will hire you due to your lack of experience. Harumph.

So here I sit on my bed watching a Schwarzenegger movie about the devil coming to New York at the end of the century on SciFi. I need to change the channel sometime in the next month but...I just can't. I love the tacky horror movies and that dammed Stargate SG-1. Ugh. I need a life. Or a job. A job would be super.

So I just drank a can of orange pop and ate a lot of m&ms and I'm going to barf. Blegh. G'night kids.

It's alive, aallliiiiveeeee!

Trying to find a job.
Need to call back Old Navy.

Orientation for USF July 30-31.

In the mail today Mark got this "1 free ticket and 1 half off ticket" to both Universal theme parks. Going with Sophia on July 2nd. Ya and hoo.

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MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORRROOOWWWW!